Sick

Ugh I hate being sick. My head feels as if it is going to explode. My eyes feel as if they are going to pop out of my head. There is just so much pressure. Medicine is just NOT working.

I did have one awesome weekend though. Friday night I drove to my girls house and we got together with her sister and one of her coworkers and watched the first season of Prision Break

Saturday Rob and I took Lola to get her hair cut and she came home looking beautiful. We went to Rob's dad's house to celebrate his birthday. We got home around 7ish and got the yard ready for Sunday's festivities. We had a "Bring your mom bbq" it was a blast. Since my mom is in another state I had my brother and his family come. It was great. I had such and blast. Only thing that sucked was the bees. They seriously came out of no where.

Today I went into work and well a gal that I work with who has been in a lot of pain is going to be getting a hysterectomy on Thurs. But is on orders not to work because she is in so much pain she can't even walk. I really hope this surgery helps her and she is able to get back into work. I really don't like working her hours.

We are coming along with our Wedding plans. Got about 5 months and some odd days to go. We have our photographer set up. We will be meeting with our officiant in Oct. we just need to set up things with the hall, get a cake place and set that up, and get the guy's tuxes and the flower and junior brides maids dresses. There is a lot of little things to do but most of the big stuff is out of the way.

Rob is home!!!!!

Oh my gosh I am so happy. My Robbie came home today. He got home from a 2 week tour today. As happy as I am that he had a good time and got to promote and see a bunch of new places and new people I am so happy to have him home. If we were rich and I didn't have to work I for sure would have gone with but we aren't rich and I do have to work and take care of our home and Lola. So yeah he is so happy to be home and just keeps telling me so many stories of things they saw and conversations they had and so forth.

So now the wedding planning begins. We really need to find a photographer and a cake place. A huge part of me just wants to say screw it all, let's go to Vegas. And we would but I already have my dress and I know that is really what we want in the long run. When we look back on that day 50 years from now we will be happy that we did end up doing it that way.

So this weekend Rob has a show in IL but it's only for the night but such a long fuckin drive for one show for one night. But for me I'm excited because I am going to go see my ma in WI for the weekend. So I will be laying out on the pontoon on the lake enjoying a drink while he's driving. Oh well that's the life of a musician. So yeah besides that not much is going on. Rob and I are just enjoying being back in eachothers arms once again. He is so fucking cute! He just keeps coming up and grabbing me and giving me kisses.

Well I gotta go spend more time with my man, if you know what I mean!

The date is set....

Well the date is set for the wedding. SATURDAY FEBRUARY 3RD. I am so damn excited, of course as soon as I started typing this my battery is going low for my laptop. Damn. So yeah I will have to finish this one up later. Dog chewed up the adapter cord. Damn dog.

Engagement

Can I just say that I am the happiest woman in the world right now? Rob asked me to marry him on Sat. Jan. 14th at 11:07am. We had gone snowboarding, my first time and we had been there for about a hour. Well we were at the top of the hill and I was tired and he wanted to go down so I waited at the top for him. He came back up and went from where I was sitting to the opposite side of the top of the hill, he asked me to come over by him and he was laying on his back like he was tired so I jsut thought he wanted me to sit with him. Well I get over there and remind you we are still both strapped into our boards and he rolls over on his stomach and gets up on his knees. I thought he was getting ready to go down again but then he started taking off his gloves and said he had a question he had to ask me (as he was reaching in his pocket) Then I start freaking out and he pulls his hat off and on the white bandana he was wearing was a piece of white duct tape saying "Will you marry me Tara?" I of course said "YES" He then put the ring on my finger and he was shaking so horriably and we were both crying and shaking and just so damn happy. I knew this day would come someday but didn't expect it at all this weekend. On top of Buck hill of all places. It was perfect. I am just so thrilled. So we are planning the wedding for Summer of 07. Not a huge wedding but a good size. We really ahve to start looking into places now and book a place for our day!