Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Bored off my ass.

So here I am bored off my ass at work, I so need to find a better job. I will though once I get my ASB that I haven't ever freaking started yet. But hey I know a lot about the subject already so it shouldn't be to hard. Well not the first semester at least.

Anyways I love this site. I am here a lot but still haven't figured out how to get my background to change. I know you go to www.pimpmypage.com but once you copy the shit where do you paste it? yeah I am a little slow but if anyone reads this and know please fill me in.

I have to look for a pt job too. I am probably going to go look this week. Tonight for sure. Places like Cub foods, Target, and possibly Wal-mart. Easy places to work . I need about 15-20 hrs. a week. If anyone who lives in the Twin cities area knows of anything let me know.

One thing I do have to say on here is why does no one understand me? I feel as if people think I am a bitch. I don't get it. I know I tend to have a opinion but I try my hardest to bite my tounge. I try to get along with others to make friends but it just doesn't work. What am I doing wrong what can I do more of? I like to think of myself as a giving loving person. Is it because I don't drink a lot or smoke weed? I know that is a silly question but it just feels like that at times. I mean when I am with Rob and his friends anyways. I like to think of them as my friends to. Are they? They are my friend on myspace.com I dunno. I don't have a very good self-esteem and yeah I am working on that.